..2 more days to go..

Yep, that's right.. 2 more days to go and I'm out from Nokia Networks after joining for almost 2 years, precisely is 20 months.. So many good memories but in the end, I have to end it up with arguing with Sandy and he's assigned to become my boss for 2 months only. Personality, he's ok, but when it comes to work, I can't stand any longer. Gue gak mau sok tau ato gimana, tapi he's my boss and he suppose to know stuffs more than me.. He should've the knowledge as he's more experience in Nokia tools compare to me which just involving with this project world less than a year.

Sometimes I miss Anu & her guidance which to some people has a strong personality & can't be flexible, but to me, she's my wall, she still defend me & she could give me answer of all questions I ask, at least if she doesn't know, she'd find out for me. Totally different with Sandy.

Tapi gue juga sedih ninggalin temen2x gue disini. Pertemanan disini enak banget and compare they're the greatest !! Mungkin krn di Embassy gue susah mencari yg seumuran, paling cuma the icons yg deket, sementara kalo disini rata2x seumuran jadi pola pikir nyambung & rata2x gue berteman ama engineers yg 100% cowok, jadi gokil banget !!

Mungkin the most person I'm gonna miss besides Lany & Grace is Ryan.. Gak tau juga kenapa bisa deket banget ama dia. Gue berasa back to college times, dimana gue bisa cerita gokil2xan, bener2x lepas tanpa beban. Yg gue sebel, udah tau kalo gue bakal keilangan, eh pake diomongin segala ama dia semalem. Gue kan yg jadi kepikiran gitu, jadi berasa sedih banget.. Gimana coba kalo gue lagi stress, pengen ngerokok bareng, pengen curhat tapi gak ada orang yg kayak dia di kantor baru ? Sebeeeeelllllll...

Makanya gue alihkan aja kalo gue akan selalu nonton basket tiap selasa, trus kan bisa ketemuan untuk ngopi2x. Cuma, can't deny kalo semalem pas nyampe rumah, gue jadi kepikiran gitu. Eh, tadi pagi dia juga bilang kalo dia kepikiran juga. Uuuuuuuuugh, gue kan jadi makin mellow.

Udah ah, gue gak mau ngebahas Ryan lagi.. Bisa2x gue makin menjadi sedihnya :(

..2 more days to go..

After midnite

so here i am.. 12:30 midnite and i'm still at 15th floor of Menara Mulia. Gue tadi abis liat basket anak2x. Biasalaaaaaaah, jadwal mereka main tiap hari selasa. And, seperti biasa pula, gue cewek sendirian di antara cowok2x begajulan ituh :)

Btw, gue udah males banget niy kerja. Malesssssss bangettt, mana tiap hari ada acara beradu argumentasi ama Sandy. Tiap hari selalu dilewati dg naik darah, emosi and kabur dari meja, entar itu pergi merokok ke LG atau makan siang yg lamaaaaaaa bangeeeetttt..

Gue udah ngantuk niy sebenernya, tapi krn Ryan masih boker, jadilah gue harus nunggu dia dulu. Kebayang gak siy, jam segini boker ? Bilangnya sih cuma 5 menit, tapi kok ini udah lebih ya ? Hmmm, gue rasa dia bertapa di toilet. Yah, untung aja ada musik dari live365 tepatnya di radio station Chillout 2 New York. Sayang, kurang wine and di kantor :)

Ya sudlah, begitu saja cerita gue di jam segini..

After midnite

I get a new job

Yes, i finally get the new job and can get out from Nokia. This is what I've been waiting for 1,5 month ago, LEAVING NOKIA.

Today also, I went to see pak Gede and gave my resignation letter, but he ended up asking me what he could do to make me stay. He told me that I'm one of a key player he has and I've strong personality which he needs to make this a stronger project.

To be honest, what he said really made me flattered yet made me wanna shed my tears. I told him not to make me cry. He told me that if I was an expat, he wouldn't have any second thought to keep me here. Yet, I'm a local and he needs me in the project and he's trying to fix something in the project. I ended up telling him that if he needs me back, then I will. For the time being, I just can't stay.

Pfuuuuufffhhh... Luckily I saw Mario in the office and I told him how it went with pak Gede and I cried. Yes, I cried and it's the first time he saw me crying. He told me that in a situation like this, I should follow my instinct and Ryan also said the same thing on the phone, life must goes on..

I guess, they all rite.. I have to follow my instinct and it told me to leave Nokia now.

I get a new job