..i'm not racist, but..

kalo gue boleh memilih jodoh gue, gue pengennya orang jawa, biar gue bisa ngomong bahasa jawa. Gue gak rasis, tapi menurut gue, orang jawa itu lebih ramah, dan lebih sopan, tau tata krama dibandingkan orang luar jawa. Mereka lebih tau unggah ungguh, lebih sabar ajah menurut gue.. yah, mudah2xan aja gue mendapatkan gue yg inginkan, secara si orang padang ini ternyata dah punya cewek, somehow gue mendapatkan kelegaan yg cukup berarti, heheheheeeeee.. ada satu orang jawa di kantor niy yg menurut gue bisa diprospek. we'll see deh..

..i'm not racist, but..

..malem sabtu yg lalu..

Yaaaaa, jadi malem sabtu kemaren gue nonton MUSE di Istora Senayan. Gak nyangka kalo penuh banget di dalam Istora itu, wong ampe calonya nyari2x lebihan tiket. Btw, sebelum ke Istora, gue ngajak Risty untuk mampir dulu ke Menara Mulia, tepatnya ke warung Harum Sari untuk makan indomie goreng & telor dadarnya yg to be honest, I've been craving for it for 3 days.. Gue telponin semua anak2x yg ada disana, dan untungnya masih ada Ikhwan, Fendy, Agus, Kokok & Ryan. Gue kangen banget ama mereka. Walo cuma bentar, at least kangennya gue tersalurkan. Gue bisa yg ketawa2x ngakak lagi, ngomong tanpa filter yg I really feel that I belong in their crowd. Ikhwan bilang ke gue. Ikhwan bilang kalo gue lebih segar, lebih cerah & lebih bahagia mukanya. Masa siy ampe keliatan gitu ? Hihihihiiiiii, emang gue sekarang lebih ringan, gak ada beban pikiran & mulai ada nafsu makannya. Kalo dulu, boro2x mikirin makan, yg ada malah marah2x mulu, jengkel & tekanan darah tinggi gue naik (untung aja gak stroke & and thanks to Sandy for those stuffs)

Abis itu, kita bedua nonton MUSE di Istora & like I said at the above, it was packed with people, festival tickets are sold out !! Gue sebenernya gak terlalu suka MUSE, krn range vokal si vokalis itu similar with Thom Yorke, tapi berhubung ada tiket gratisan, jadilah nonton kesana. Turned out that they are good and the stage are unbelieveable !! Seumur2x gue nonton konser, tata panggung yg keren banget ya baru di MUSE ituh, lighting-nya juga keren ajjaaaaahhh... Kalo untuk musiknya sendiri, walo gue menikmati, tapi masih gak sepenuh hati, ya karena mirip ama Radio Head itu ajah. But overall, gue puas kok dan untungnya dapet gratisan, hahahahahaaaaaaa (it's a paid off !!)

..malem sabtu yg lalu..

..it's not about the wrong person..

Itu judul gue buat krn pas malem sabtu, abis gue nonton MUSE yg asli keren banget, gue ngupi ama Risty & Ryan di coffee bean PS and ngebahas tentang percintaan Risty. Tiba2x ada pertanyaan Ryan "kenapa mesti Alan ? kenapa mesti mencintai orang yg salah ?", and gue dg argumentasi gue langsung against it "there's nothing wrong when it comes to love. Gak ada yg salah sama sekali.."

Truth, gue sama sekali gak suka dg pertanyaan Ryan yg menurut gue dilontarkan krn he's never experienced a moment where he fell in love with somebody's wife or different religion or older than he is. He never had a moment where he wish he had her for the rest of her life when he knows for sure that he couldn't as there's a biggest obstacle he couldn't even predict whether he could defeat it. He never had that moment, that's why he could say such a thing. I've been there and I didn't like the situation, so everytime there's a person saying things like Ryan said, I'd be the first to say anything against it..

I've been to a quite a lotsa situation where I fell in love with a wrong person (according to what people might say), but to me, there's nothing wrong with it. When I experienced love, I never wanna question myself, why it has to be this guy, why now, why this, why that and lotsa why which to me would waste my time to find the perfect answer. There won't be a perfect answer for it and it would gimme nothing but sadness & guilty feeling. So all I could do is try to enjoy the moment until it stopped by itself.

Back to what happen with Risty, I couldn't suggest things which could make the situation gets better as it's a different case of what happened with me & B. I once again had to against Ryan's idea which doesn't make sense to me at all. He suggested Risty to pretend she's pregnant to see what Alan's reaction and I was like, "WHAT THE FUCK ??" Yet, my argumentation is soon broken by Ryan and rather than speak another words, I chose to shut myself up. I really don't like his non-sense idea.

Anyway, back to the title.. I wish before people can do something, they think of the impact, not just being a "Mr. Know-It-All" which apparently, he knows nothing about what he said. Some people can only judge when they know for sure, it's never their right to do so..

..it's not about the wrong person..