Friday, March 16

World gone crazy !!

this morning on tv before I went to work, i watched that there's a couple, their age probably around 17 - 19 died their baby because they're not ready to have one. Meanwhile, there's another story where a daughter was raped by her dad after since her mother passed away, and it's not just one time that her dad raped her. You wanna know how old the girl is ? 12 y/o old. OH MY GOD !!

Has the world gone crazy now ? What happen with these people ? What happen with the society ? Somehow I don't wanna pay attention at all to what happen in my surrounding, but man, we already have too many blind men, and I don't wanna add the list.. I'm a social person, but since we're living in an individual -selfish world where nobody should mind their own business, fully aware, I'm adjusting myself to it.

I'm glad that when I was a kid, my parents taught me how to have a bigger tolerance to other people, helping them when they're in need, knowing that other people is in sorrow and offer to help eventhough they don't ask you.. Those kinda thing are hard to get and people these days seems to ignore (or should I say ignore ?) that we should have a morality living in this crazy world.

These past years, I just realize how grateful I am to be raised in a family like mine. I was taught to be discipline, appreciate other people and most of all, should have a sympathy with other and no matter what, try to help them out of it. Yet I can't deny that sometimes I'm being selfish, I'm no Saint.. (this is the justification I keep saying to myself, hahahahaaaaa...)

Back to what I said earlier, this world has gone crazy, I guess.. Human being live like an animal, where there's no such thing as parents, children, morality anymore. None of us can change it as the sane person will be called the insane one, everything will be turning upside down and I just hope that me and my beloved people wouldn't be a part of this crazy world. AMEN !!



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Thursday, March 15

My boss already off to bali this afternoon and i practically have nothing to do since this morning. Sometimes i feel awful when everybody is busy doing their work and i'm just chatting, do my morning routine things and although I have few things, I can solved it in an hour, so there's nothing would consume my time for the whole day.

I guess tomorrow i should put Web Based Learning on my list so I could use the time effectively. Pak SUdin who practically my line manager is a cool person, and he doesn't bother me at all by giving some tasks or assignment and he lets me working alone (or perhaps he wanna see whether I'm being pro-active or not?)

Hmmm, tomorrow I'm gonna try to do something with the Indosat slide in the Business Object. I think I need to ask Yuana for an advanced Excel and Business Object training.

Wow, it's 5 pm already.. Time to go home, but before, must go praying first.
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Wednesday, March 14

After waiting for almost a year, last nite I finally bought the camera, E500 from Olympus came in 2 type of lenses and cost me 6,999,000 (+ 1,000 and it'd be 7 Millions). Last year, when I first saw the camera in some stores in Ambassador Mall, they sell the same package for 8M++, and now I could get with a lesser price. Nooooo, it's not a rejected product or a second hand one, it's brand new but it just come with a cheaper price.

Today I'm gonna play with it for a while. I'm releasing all my social time with friends just to go straight to my house and play with my brand new camera. I always love photography, both being the object and taking the pix.

One of my dream is having my collection of poems released in a book, where my black & white pix also in it. Once I'm able to operate the camera, I'm gonna do a photo-hunting in every weekend regardless I'm by myself or with friends. I don't care about the object, but I always love black & white pix, eventhough I'm living a colourful life.

Ooooh, I already have plans of where I'm gonna go for the photo-hunting.. I'm so happy for this new camera !!
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